The descent from Heaven
Is the sky a giant curtain
that shields a stage called Earth?
Are those twinkling stars,
eyes peering at us from some world we may never know off?
A tale of two flames
In some realms they apparently say “the truth shall set you free”.
He wished it was that simple.
Truth seemed to exist on many levels. Seemingly different on each dimension or realm. Truth, existing at a level those in that realm can comprehend.
Not to devalue Lies. They have equal value, If not more. If not for a Lie we would not have embarked on a journey to uncover the Truth.
If Truth is accomplishment, then the Journey and all that we encounter along the way, is the Experience we craved as a Soul.
Lie then is the impetus, the fire, that sets us off on the Journey…to be free of the Lie. Gratitude, is due to a Lie for it propels Soul evolution.
In the end, Truth or not may not even the question.
He realized he was intellectualizing again.
Was I trying to escape the paralyzing pain?
But I did wish so badly it was true in this realm, today…..that Truth sets you free.
Maybe then she wouldn’t have to leave me.
The truth or maybe understanding of what we had done meant she had to leave.
It was the worst week of his life.
He reluctantly took absence as from the Reptilian Council meetings. As the head of the Council it was not easy. It helped there were able ones who could stand as substitute.
He decide to isolate himself. He disappeared into the forest and had been there for a week since. Wandering, he often ended up in the lush green end of the forest.
The place was generously peppered with translucent flowers covered by an aura of heavenly glow exuding an intoxicating aroma.
To complete the picture was a giant water fall. Giant sprays that fell softly and unobtrusive to rest of its environment, creating a lake where it fell then flowing down to make gentle stream.
She liked to come here a lot. She said it reminded her of home in Lyra.
She would come her to find her moment of quietness after our intense arguments. After spraying him and her environment with her fierce quintessential Feline temper she would teleport here.
Maybe even pining for home? She never said anything to me but I could sense it.
Her graciousness and nurturing never stopped radiating.
She knew I already felt guilty. She knew I was trying to make her feel at home.
He chuckled reminded of the look on her face when he imported those luscious Wafers from Vega system. She looked at him with those childlike twinkling eyes, smiling, said “you are crazy”.
She often talked about “the way we did things in Lyra”. He suspected a big part of her never left Lyra. Though she wouldn’t admit to it.
Maybe part of the reason she was had a hard time adapting to the Reptilian ways?
Their kind called ours ‘too rigid’ and we called theirs ‘too unpredictable and messy’.
But we both knew what the ‘alliance marriage’ was about. To integrate those diverse aspects within ourselves, unite our people and create the Template for others.
He was now walking around the Lake the waterfall was driving itself into.
He didnt understand the Feline fixation with water. Maybe it had to do with cleansing their Emotional body? Going there for him was this hope of connecting to part of her energy she may have left behind. He did this ritualistically did every morning and evening.
We Reptilians are intense. Felines are too but in a different way. We in our thinking and them with their emotions.
He circled, leaving the woods and ending up at the landing by the beach. He did this too every morning and evening. This was the part of the beach where she last saw her.
The Hover Ferry took her to the Space Pod where the Lyran Federation Spaceship was docked, waiting for their Queen.
Murmurs were starting to get louder in the ReptiliansCouncil. Some of his detractors in the Council were already starting spread not so kind words.
“Maybe the great Fiery Red One is not so great anymore?” “Was it time to look for a replacement?”
Most of these were ones who thought he betrayed his kind by” being too soft on the humans” they asserted. He was the Patriarch of the royal Reptilians but that didn’t mean he was infallible.
They called him the Fiery Red One . Some just called him The Dragon. He hated that name.
Not all dragons are the same, was his beef. The much hatred for ALL reptilians didn’t make it look good either.
They say “the wise Fiery Red One has answers to everything”.
But I didn’t have answer to this pain. Here I was disabled by my loss of my dear one. The pain would not stop.
My sore shattered heart would not stop aching. A part of it a sore lump of stone, dead to me. The place where she is used to be.
Could I ever heal this?
I was slowly embracing acceptance. Slowly.
He was sitting on a rock by the beach now. The waves kissed the beach quietly.
He looked out to the endless expanse of water. Nothing in clear view. Nothing at all.
But the space was helping him relax his body a little bit.
Watching her leave on the ferry was the most excruciating experience for him.
On one side savoring every moment of the last glimpses of her. Opposed by the painful knowing these were his last. He wouldn’t be able to touch her or see her again.
She returned his glances quickly turning away, sharing the difficulty of parting from a such a deep bond.
That was made their connection so endearing yet painful. She mirrored all of parts of him..ones he liked and didn’t.
She locked eyes with him one last time. The sadness in her beautiful eyes was shattering.
But they had agreed. To part was the best thing for both of them. For all of them.
The truth did not set us free. It came with this heavy weight of responsibility.
They put the Divine Plan above their wants. No one was above the Plan especially the Royal family who had sworn to serve their people.
The news of their separation was spreading like a wild fire as “a foolish attempt that ended in a failed marriage”. The alliance was the Founders of taking a big step towards healing the Human Reptilian conflicts,
The already existent division between the Humans, Reptilians and Hybrids were now escalating to major skirmishes across galaxies. The announcement of the Feline Queen leaving the Fiery Red One to return to her people was having ripple effect.
The question on the Council’s mind was “is this going to escalate into a full scale Galactic war?”
The marriage already started with a huge responsibility on the royal couple.
Our Founders hopes for a Human-Reptilian reconciliation was weighing on us even before our Wedding. We were struggling to find balance with what was our race’s genetic traits.
She said I was too structured, too rigid. That I never talked stayed behind my wall. Then internalize it all, intellectualize and out of the blue explode over little things.
I accused her of being unpredictable without a structure. Talking too much. Too emotional and messy.
Judgements on both sides.
These were just least of their problems. Those were things he didn’t want to start analyzing.
But what was constant was this fine but strong glowing thread of unshakable bond that both shared from a soul level.
The hope for the alliance marriage was if they integrated Light and dark…then they can form a genetic template for others for follow.
Which could then vibrate down to the lower dimensions…down to the Third dimension.
The descent from Heavens
The sun was coming up. He had been there all night on the beach. Thinking.
“You think too much. You plan too much” she used to complain.
His thoughts were distracted by the hour of dawn.
It was time to meet his Father-in-heaven, the Shining One. He was to relay the Universal Council’s decision.
He had a made a decision. He was about to take a bold step.
He would meet her again. But there was something bigger at stake.
What had happened opened up the bigger perspective of it all….and its bearing on the Plan.
Achieving galactic Peace.
The Human Reptilian conflict had to end. The so called ‘Light’ and ‘Dark’ had to reunite.
He had reviewed the Timeline Tapes for Future Possibilities for the descent into the lower dimensions. He would oversoul many many incarnations. Lyra, Orion, Sirius B and all the way down to Earth.
In the Timelines for Future Possibilities, in all those incarnations, he could see the Choice Points but the shame, guilt and responsibility he was to take life after life, was inevitable.
So much pain.
Especially pain in relationships. The unavailable ones he would chase one after another.
To chase and heal to compensate for the one he lost.
There was always a price to pay. Everybody pays. He would too.
He could start to see the parts of the Plan he couldn’t see before.
The Plan to create the template all the way down to the lower dimensions. This was how the Integration would ripple down to the lower dimensions all the way down to the Third dimension.
Not just the dimension he was at now….the one often called in the lower dimensions as the “Heavens”.
The impetus for this had come from their well announced “break up”.
He could start to see the value of this painful separation.
Seeing it didnt mean he liked it or could fully accept it.
I wonder how much of this she has tuned into it? Or has she sunk deep into shame, guilt and responsibility?
As he reviewed the Future Timelines he realized, the risks were many.
He could see getting caught up in the heavy dense energy of the lower dimensions.
Given the amnesia that came with incarnations, not all of is wisdom and skills would be available.
That could impair his ability to exercise his Free Will at the Choice Points.
Like many have, he could end up sinking deeper into the Lower Dimensions and be stuck there for a while. To add to it the karma also reverberated back to Oversoul level, there was much at stake.
This was not for everyone. But he was not everyone.
Was this bravery on his part? Or pride?
Whatever it was, it was for sure a new beginning.